Wednesday, December 13, 2006
moved.
get the new from me if you're interested yea?
or if you're smart, you'll figure it out.
it takes someone who knows me best to know.
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my life is an open book.
, be my escape & joy :)
Monday, October 23, 2006
its been a long weekend. maybe cos i didn't had to go to school on friday that makes me a little school-sick. i sort of miss my classmates. haha. the usual people i hang out with now. i always believe what Dr AR Bernard say, if you are the smartest among your group of friends, its time to change a new group. anyway its not that my friends are dumb or i have become smarter. i just felt that if i can't really learn much or move on from the friendship, i have to move on.
am currently working with a group of stronger people. i learn alot from them. about their working style and was able to learn from their experiences. at least we talk about things that we are all able to identify with than to always talk about boys. yes i do love boys but not to the extend where i always talk about them. so that's one of the reasons why i left. well, its always good for change.
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i am owing a few people emails. been busy been lazy been waiting for the right moment. often am so tired that i will rather sleep than do anything else. cos i must have been a lazy person. i want very much to put in effort in some friendships but most of the time its the matter of time that i am constantly lack. i always hope i have more time to do more things but i guess i should start looking at how can i save time to do more within the shortest period of time.
argh.
life's been good. God is good. i am happy for now but i guess things can all be improved to better heights. hai.
sometimes i wonder can i care less or just heck care completely about some matters in life. some people are scaring me, some are making me feel bad if i care lesser about them. sigh. time for some good actions.
, be my escape & joy :)
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
what does the word 'X'-FACTOR means to you? a simple word used by many but with many interpretations.
i realised i have zhi-ye-bing [overly crazy about my job]. realised that i no longer shops with my eyes for the things i like, i begin to look at toys, children's materials, and stuff like that. sometimes i end up thinking if i should buy them for my class. hai! this is good or bad?
angels or devil-in-disguised? my class has no fix character. just so much like me....
, be my escape & joy :)
Monday, October 09, 2006
been lazy. been busy. i don't know what to write anymore. almost daily i live my life with full of classroom stories that sometimes i feel tired to tell anymore. but i thank God for my ever supportive family members to constantly be my most faithful fans. telling them about my work life makes me stress goes away. yeah!
same goes to my classmates, aka teachers too. winks* once i was so affected by an incident that happened in school that it affected me quite a bit. i shared with my friends, cried... and they supported me by listening and giving me a big hug. it was really sweet of them. who says i am strong? still learning and in the process of becoming stronger. heh!
i want to be a good teacher. i hope i can be. i pray i will be.
miss neo, what a familar name... sounds like mine. haha* well that's how my daisy class calls me. i love them, and i hope by faith they all love me too. :)
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i'll be away from blogging. cos i have a lot to prepare to do for my school before i end my course. so jiayou to myself. to those fans out there....wait for me to be back yea? haha.
, be my escape & joy :)
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
my lovely sam soon. i love love love this show very much. haha. it makes me laugh like crazy everyday from 10pm-11pm. last night i accidently missed part of the show, was quite arggh about it. thankfully my sister told me i can try youtube if some kind soul has load up the show. anyhows, i manage to catch the part that i missed. in the end, i also watched the first two espoide that i missed and i continued watching the show all the way till today 8.30am. yup, i didn't go to sleep.
that's something about me and vcds. i hate to start liking any drama series, especially if it is those super long series kind cos once i get hold of the vcd or at the moment i have youtube, i will start my fanatic craze and start watching it till the end without sleeping. :/ but i know cos i like that show thus i am willing to give up my rest time. watching the drama series through the television program is really too slow and sometimes i have no choice but not be home in time to catch it. once in a while i guess my body is able to tahan. haha.
about the show. i like sam soon character much. her chubby look makes her so cute. and the guy, i am starting to think he looks quite good. :) haha. shows like that makes you think how funny romance can be.
hmm... i think it is quite a good show and i am considering to buy the vcd, as a collection. BUT there's something MORE IMPORTANT to buy... my ah gong JAY ZHOU's new album. yeah yeah yeah! :) i can't wait to get hold of it by the end of the month. hee*
"you are so attractive because you didn't even realised that you are." -shan shi
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went back to my work place today, suppposingly to set up the classroom. to my horror, some my of students whos attending the holiday enrichment camp cannot recognise me. oh man! have i growth fatter or i looked prettier? they keep smiling at me. i bet it's the later. haha.
got to get some rest, or i'll die flat later...
, be my escape & joy :)
Monday, September 04, 2006
i thank God i prayed before calling.
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had a fruitful day.
thank God for shiqi and gang. you guys makes me laugh so much and make me feel 'me'. i haven't laugh as much. guess i was too busy with work and other stuff that's happening. situations makes me stronger and to push forward even more.
yes, i am determine to be stronger. much more a level than where i am now. i've slacked enough and i am moving on. the only person that can help you is not God but YOU, YOURSELF. God can't move unless you make a first step. be your own motivator. push yourself through. quit being too dependant on others. there's a limit on how much other can or will help. i'm very grateful for people pushing me on and i thank God for them.
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you'll be loved when you first learn to love.
, be my escape & joy :)
Sunday, September 03, 2006
do not take cell group members for granted. sister shushan emphasized this point today during cell. heh! i will always remember this point. hopefully i won't ever reach that point or if i do, i will quickly realised it by myself and repent or something. i guess it does also apply to all factors, to your friends, family member and all too. if you want to expect much from others, you better be good or else, i'm sorry i think i don't have to live up to your expectations, cos you're just using me for the better of yourself. nice people are not pushover. like pastor always say, if you have "friends" like that, who needs enemies?
haha.
people from all walks of life makes me laugh.
they're just like the kids i meet all the time.
all so different, all so 'funny' funny.
, be my escape & joy :)
Friday, September 01, 2006
this is also one of my best received present. from andrea. :)
i didn't realised it feels good to be a teacher some how... :)
, be my escape & joy :)
happy teachers day to all those wonderful teachers out there. :) so gald today is a holiday from both work and school, that i can sleep in for almost the whole day. heh! special thanks to rongping, immelia, ahjie, andrea, selwyn and qinsi for the teachers day wishes. haha* you guys make me so touched. winks*
yesterday was teachers day celebration and it was raining superly heavy in the morning. poor miss neo was caught in the rain and was 15mins late for class. thank goodness for my principle and another teacher to help out with my class. the moment i stepped into class and before i could put down my umbrella, the kids started pushing the presents to me and said, "miss neo! for you!" i remember justin, sitting behind of class, came walking in front with a loud voice, "TEACHER! FOR YOU!!!" haha* so sweet, so i received them quickly and put them on the table. honestly i can't really remember who gave me which present, esp those that didn't write their names on the wrapper. but honestly i was really touched.
who says teachers day i can relax more? as usual i have to raise my voice at a few kids and get them to listen. i think i can soon write a book of the different class management tatics. man, i think i am getting better. during our teachers day dinner, audrey told me that my class noise level is getting better, as her class is just beside mine. wow! that means they are really improving in other people's view.
i'm glad my daisy class hehaviour are getting better. :)
hp pouch + asscessary. magnet. travelling assessary. card.
my favourite present among all. a hand made card that makes me wanna cry. :)
hp stand. glass holder. traditional red pen. chocolate + letter.
heart. identical pen holders. sunflowers + sweets. rose.thanks once again for those gifts. i really appreciate them alot. its interesting to be a teacher as you receive interesting gifts on teachers day from the kids, and sometimes the parents. i also received a big pack of wan-wan with 2 packets of gummy. i shared it with my classmates in class as i didn't want to carry too many things. haha* :)
anyhow i did enjoy my first teachers day. :)
, be my escape & joy :)
Thursday, August 31, 2006
tomorrow is my day.
teachers' day. :)
excited.
b'cos its a holiday from work and school.
i can rest.
can i?
ops i got assignments to clear.
erm anyway...
just glad.
, be my escape & joy :)
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
its been a while since i've added an entry. been busy resting and lesson planning. though its tiring but i really enjoy my work. to see my class management getting better and better each day makes me smile. i think i'm glad with how they are at the moment. room for improvement but slow and steady they will reach there. its hard to keep the class quiet all the time... if you ever walk pass a preschool class and the class is super duper quiet, you better check and see if the teacher probably killed the class. haha* a litttle chats here and there are fine, but when i am serious with them, i expect them to listen. heh! i feel the imporance of training them from young.
to learn is to first unlearn. i don't want to let my kids leave k1 still behaving like a nursery class. thus alot of hard work to do now before i can see my later harvest. sound very familar eh?
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been hearing a few alarming news recently. well, should i say, i learning more and more to be calm when i get to hear the news. haha* i guess we should all learn to stay calm. i may have big reactions but i am learning to control my reactions. well i guess its good, so people won't think i am mad or something. :)
changing my image. for my own good. :)
, be my escape & joy :)
