Friday, June 30, 2006
kat told me her childcare centre principle a.k.a. boss called her on her phone to wake her up for work yesterday. haha* today, my tuition kid's mum woke me up 10minutes before time. thankfully i was only late for 15mins because she stays quiet near me. piew! we pray hard that such things will never happen to us. for me, to start tuition at 10am is quite a 'torture' and we have pushed it at 9.30am so that she can have more time to prepare for school later. i'll try to be a good teacher to wake up on time. promised* :)
tuitioning candace is sure fun, she makes me laugh. i wish time would slow down so that she can learn more. but apparently it doesn't. hopefully as much as i can cover with her, she is able to absorb. :) bible study today was quite exciting. after a long break, we finally could meet up for our lessons. i hope i shared enough with her. but i will prepare even better for the other lessons to help andrea grow even more. :)
went for an eye followup checkup (or how do you call it) later. had to KIV my situation as the infection hasn't totally go away even though it seems it had. on apprearance, it does but i know that the irritation is affecting me. gosh. i wish i can be more careful and to take better care of myself earlier. dripping eye drops every 2 hours is a bit mafan. -__-
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world cup is HOT in the house. tonight's match is sure a good one not to be missed, following with sunday's match. i don't think i will be home at those timing, cos i found a place to allow me to watch. whahaha! i have enough of hearing-soccer. so i am going to catch the match myself. :) hee* then it makes conversations about soccer with friends more relevant. if not i can only hear and tell others of information of what i hear earlier. :) hee*
btw, who am i supporting? if you know me, BRAZIL lah! haha*
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i almost forgotten that i've got a yahoo mail. :) while checking through it, i came across this email send years ago. within it was a card designed for me. i thought its rather sweet to think and smile about my really younger days and all that i went through. laughing while remembering the times when i used to like him and then set my mind to give up right at the end when he FINALLY responded. playing hard to get, will end up with nothing to get. haha* that's a tiny little part of my past. its a pretty long story to blog. but anyhows, i appreciate the cards he made, the cards, and the poems he composed and the things he do to try to make everything work. sometimes we got to catch the right moment or missed it and the boat is gone. :)we still keep in contact but seldom contact one another, which i don't think its bad. at least we didn't or should i say never hated one another for one being early to go and the other slow to react. haha* :) occassionally he would call me up. but i am so sorry to be too busy to meet up. him being in army makes our timing clash even more. haha* :) we'll meet up one day.... i hope. hee*
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had cell prayer meeting today and was playing the guitar. while playing i was trying very hard to follow my friend's que and at the same time i think my left eye is not functioning well or properly as i can't see cords clearly. gosh. irritating. at the moment i was trying hard to play and flow, asking God for empowerment as well to continue playing. somehow half way, the pick slipped off my fingers and i played for a while without the pick and quickly picked up to continue. haha* it was quite a weird recovery but anyhows i still managed to get back. thank God, if not i might just flop the whole thing because of my carelessness. :/ i'll be more careful.
i'm practising hard, training hard to be prepare to play again the next time. hopefully i can play even better the next round. :) God, help me! :)
there's a saying, once you are fully stretched, when simplier things are given to you, you will find it 'no kick'. this is what i am somehow going through now. not that i am dying for more challenges to come my way but i will be soon bored with not challenging work. -__- moderate challenges are good to stretch myself more. heh! my life in poly back then is for the reason: to maximise my capacity to contain ALOT more and to let me know that i can do so much despite of so many things happening around me. God is indeed good. :)
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winks*
smiles.
all the best.
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Thursday, June 29, 2006
did i mention i saw lehning and his whole happy family today? oh well, yeah with his wife his cute son in learning vision childcare and their baby. :) i miss him, cos he's such a good but also lame lecturer. i guess as we go on in life, we meet alot of lameR people. i think somewhere sometime wheelchairs will be selling at a cheaper price. :)
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if you have a wish, make a right one. :) or before making one, think properly the results to bare. you surely don't wish for something and get something else.
rong ping, this is for YOU. i remembered the other night you were painting your nails. this gadget is actually use for ladies to dry their nail polish at a snap of your fingers. pretty cute. :) it is called the monkey nail dryer. interesting.
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my lecturer was VERY VERY impressed by the illustrations done by me and kat for our group presentation. in fact i guess it really left the class with a deep impression as i felt really good when they smile and 'laugh' at our drawings during the presentation. kat shared that as i was busy dealing with the computer to follow through the transition of the flow of the story, to match with the correct pictures, pat showed a thumbs up to kat, indicating to her that the pictures were great! i'm so glad that kat, michelle and me agreed to put up the drawings despite the strong objection. we pushed thru and got really well praise. haha* okie, i'm ego. hee*
"Regina's group... the illustrations for the story was VERY VERY good, very appropriate... ..." -pat lim.
my biggest flaw is to oversleep for appointments. cos today i almost overslept for my presentation. after i reached, i realised that my group member changed the whole notes from what we discuessed as a group the day before. so because i was late, i couldn't have a say at all, as overnight after reading some website, she felt that we were on the wrong track and changed it. she told me we were wrong but i didn't expect her to change the whole thing. kat was upset as well but we couldn't do anything. everything is printed and submitted. but thankfully i know my stuff well and present it with my knowledge and extra homework i did for the part. best part is, my lecturer mentioned that i covered my slides well. PTL.
i may appear to be sleepy head and all by i know my stuff well. but still its bad. sigh* i am actually eating my own light. :/ gosh. thus that is the area i'll kill myself to change. i feel that i am digging my own grave for having such a bad habit. this bad habit is not taking me anywhere and i got to stop. so i guess i will first learn to sleep EARLY. :) okie, i'll try my best.
i drink homemade soya bean almost everyday. i love soyabean, especially when its hot. :) and i am the only one that has 2 cups. hee* another good thing about my dad's homemade soya bean drink, it comes in 2 flavours: one normal and the other is black sesame. the black sesame flavour may sounds weird, but is good for health and skin. woooah. so many benefits and plus it's made with ai xin, cos the process of making it is a lttle too mafan, so it makes the soya bean taste even better. haha* i love my dad. he is constantly on the look out for healthy food to prepare for the family.
, be my escape & joy :)
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
smiles. :)
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yeah! i'll be playing the guitar for prayer meeting this week. :) have been waiting for chances like this to come. been practising and hopefully i will be empowered to play better on the actual day. though its just for prayer meeting, well it doesn't matter. afterall we all need to start somewhere to go far, isn't it? i am praying very hard to save enough to get my guitar soon. :) keeping lending from my friend makes me feel bad, even though he said he don't have to use it. :) i really thank God really nice and good friends who will help me till the end.
recently i have a special liking for nora jones' song. it makes you feel a little relax while doing work. and makes you sleep well. hee*
i like this piece of art done by henri matisse, vegetable, 1951. abstract art are nice. :) though i didn't contine interior design, but i still like the arts very much. cos art makes you free to express. writing is a form of art.
, be my escape & joy :)
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
group work today... i have no comments. i'm not right by not turning up for lecture but i don't deserve a crude remark about my personality. :/ i did more than my part as a group member. okie, lets not compare. i believe we all got to be flexible in the things we do and not do everything in such a 'copycating' way. sigh* maybe its me and my working style.
after this whole things, i am really pressing harder on myself. i guess i slacken a lot. i need to have higher expectations on myself in order to achieve better results. i want to be better. i want to be relevant. most importantly i want to shine for Him.
God, please empower me! :)
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this is an ironic picture of a perfectionist: living in a 'world' (room) that's in mess, but having his work done up nicely and neatly on the table. i like the way this picture is brought across. around me, my surrounding world can or may be in a total mess but my life is like the table, despite the mess, it can be still nice and neat. :)
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just for laughs. haha*i thought it just nicely ties in nicely with the things happening in my life: friends getting attached, people trying to get in love, friends who believes alot in the star signs... so next time when you happen to read the star signs of your future partner, do read up on finance part too.
a successful man is someone who can make more money than his wife can spend. and of cos a successful woman is one who can get such man. :) yeah right.
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this is one of my fav snap of myself. :) haha* yes, sometimes i will get into the mood of snaping different angle shots of myself. cos i will never know, the other 'beautiful' angles of myself. haha* so it happened that i got a good 'artistic' angle shot. :) currently i am using this pic on my msn. ida came to class today telling me about what her conversation with her husband about my pic while chatting with her last night. he was asking her why this girl so mysterous, take such a shot with less than half the face revealed... so she reply, 'aiyah, she scared too ugly, cos got mole on the other side of the face, so act mysterous..." and he actually believed. haha* guys are weird. they tend to believe in the wrong things ever. haha*i really had a good laugh about it. well pictures like this have so many stories to talk about. this proves that a picture really paints a thousand words from the different people's eye. as such, we can say that humans are very special 'creatures' on earth. :)
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woke up really early today to prepare to give tuition. it was amazing when i realised that my tuition kid, candace writes her own 'dictionary'. i told her to look up a few words from the dictionary and she wrote the meanings upon her understanding... which is supposed to be good but her understanding of word is wrong. arrh!! haha* makes me want to puke blood early in the morning. it was hard to make her focus as she is not really concentrating. God, help me spend my time wisely on her. manage to go through a few stuff with her to prepare her for school.
the most exciting part was today when i have my stitches FINALLY totally removed. yeah! :) and my eyes is already almost recovering. from head, er i meant eye, to toe... i am healed in Jesus name. hee* i am excited, cos i can see better and wear other shoes. wahaha!! life is good when you can add nice colours to your dressing and still so good. heh!
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Monday, June 26, 2006
i'm finally finishing with my 800words essay. sound easy but when you don't have apa referencing, it's really hard. i'm not sure if i will be able to do well for this assignment as i couldn't find the right books to quote and get back ups for my essay. i based my writings on my group's work the other time, that appear rather good and the notes i took down during lectures. *crossfingers* and pray hard i will do well. :)
i realise the reason why i can't type fast is because i made a mistake 2 days ago but only putting on a side of contacts. now my left eye seems lazy, or rather it is 'injured' and it can't see things well. i'm depending alot on my right eye now. my left eye is getting better and i pray hard that it will heal totally very soon. i can't go around in shades the whole time. the world will think i'm mad or something. been wearing it for the past 3 days to church events and i feel weird...
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was just reading rongping's blog. it moved me to tears with the few words she wrote. i don't usually get so emotional but i guess i am afterall human. :) i love her, i love my team.
i know i will not be alone. :)
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it was raining heavily this morning and it was hard to get out of bed. had 6 missed morning calls and i still can go back to sleep. haha* i'm such a sleepy head. so anyway i quickly prepare myself as soon as i got out of bed, to rush off to meet andrew. it was quite late when i finally met up with him then was even later when we finally reach expo to meet up with isaac and mark. very quickly, we entered hall and get into our praise and worship mood. :)
service message was good. felt that messages that you thought you hear before are boring are actually times when you catch revelations. :) really hope andrew and mark was blessed by the message. mark really has the boyish look that make him look cute. heh! guys at the age of 18 are often quite at their peek, where they can feel good about having the boyish look. but as soon as they are enter or are over with the army, very often they would prefer to have mature look than to still remain boyish. looking young can be good and bad at the same time depending on the situation. i prefer to look young, er i mean cheerful.
when you are cheerful, natually you will look young even though you are mid 30s.
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recently had a few friends [rather they are cell leaders] that got happily attached. wasn't really shocked even when i heard of it only today... but rather am very happy for them. haha* finally... for them. being attached is a good, but to be attached with the right person is better. congrats to them. :)
to those that are single, your time will come. or most, join the tic-tac-toe when you reach 21. haha*
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Sunday, June 25, 2006
just had a sudden thought to post my thoughts.
its been a while since i really enjoy fellowship without trying hard to make everyone in the group talk. outings with the pos people sometimes is a 'challenge' to have a space to talk. haha* which anyway i feel is good cos everyone is contributing to the fellowship atmosphere. though some talk lesser but according to EC theory, by listening and watching is also considered participating. thus i really, really enjoy POS fellowships. it makes cell group message come true, finding spiritual purpose in fellowships'. maybe the POS people are more chatty. :) apart from feeling younger... i believe theres more i caught in the spirit. :) thanks alot guys, i really love you guys alot.
as i was saying... its alot better than having to 'you-see-me, i-see-you' and wait for someone to start talking. i DO get tired of talking at times and i would like to hear people talk and just sit and listen. fellowship is supposed to be a fun thing. i need to get the quote from ryan about fellowship cos i think its really good. :) fellowship is a time where everyone contributes and add life to. i don't want to compare with any groups cos i know there are different character of people in the different groups. but as long as everyone is willing, i believe even in the nerd group, i can have fun with them. :) btw, nerds are cute. (._.) hee*
we can have different ideas, hobbies, interest.... but if we are willing to share our lives, we can all learn new things and bond better. yea! :)
no matter where you go, learn to be a friend first. wink*
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that's my angel. as much as i like it, its gone. somethings perhaps are not meant to be kept with you forever. maybe i should be more careful. :) good thing i took a snap of it 2 days before it decide to leave me. haha*
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happy birthday to emil!!! :) yup, last night all of us flooded him with sms text wishes and he said he woke up 4 times in the night by the message alarm. haha* power to the R club. so the first thing in the morning, i received a thank you message from him. emil is a great guy, thats why we all love him. heh* the arranging of the whole birthday dinner was really funny. but it was well planned. from just about 5 people, it ended up to 18 people turning up. wow!
due to the late chat, i didn't manage to wake up to see a doctor today for my eye. but good thing my eye is lesser swollen by abit. so i had to put on sunglasses again, and yes i served in my sunglasses. best part about it, my friends think i look cool. haha* and javier too. i'm just glad that the kids didn't get frighten by me and i manage to be a kid with them. heh! oh yeah, barney came to children church, er i meant the barney of javier's and it made every kid high for a while. :) kids are fascinated by all those barney and fellow friends. i wish i can feel their excitement. probably it will be like feeling if i see jay zhou's dolly or sun's. haha* :)
our late dinner to celebrate emil's birthday was fun, except for the decision making of where to eat at... as we were all quite very hungry. :) haha* when we finally decided the place and sat down, i could see the happiness on everyone face. guess we were all hungry. :) we ate, drank water and were merry. took crazy pics and as usual having phileo as our favourite target. oh, i made fun of another waiter... ops! had a really nice birthday cake for him. looks good to the eye and even better to the stomach. hee* next time my birthday i also want such a nice cake to eat. :) i think i won't mind eating it all up by myself. hee*
tomorrow i'll be support Sun at IMM. sounds exciting. :) but i have yet to get her album. probably next month... winks*
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Saturday, June 24, 2006
decided to change for a new layout of skin. cos i didn't like the previous much. :) i like this better. anyway theres always a hill higher than the one you are now. but the changes are easier this time as its more of copying and pasting. heh*
oh recently my dad is into making homemade soyabean drink. not only that it is low in sugar and healthy. he said it is good for skin and health, so i guess its good. :) i only manage to drank a cup from the pot, as it was the last cup, my dad specially saved for me. but there will be more to come. sometimes its cool to have parents who are interested in healthy food stuff. as in not in the normal meals only but they make healthy snacks. yummy. i'm trying to cut down my snacks intake. trying very hard and it is working well. soon, i'll lose some baby fats eh?
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i hope i can remove all my other 2 stitches tomorrow. :) then i will be a happy girl. claps*
, be my escape & joy :)
Friday, June 23, 2006
i woke up in pain in my eye. instead of getting better, i think my eye got worsen. so much that i wore sunglasses to church today. haha* everyone thought what i was up to until they knew my eye was 'injured'. haha* so i became a cool girl today. winks* supposed to be taking a snap picture with my other 3Rs, but i didn't see them around church nor in audi. there goes our 4R pic again. well maybe we can all take an individual picture of ourselves then use photoshop to join ourselves together. haha* like what tricia wanted to do the other time as well.
service was good. and i think christine really enjoyed herself though she was like very shy and quiet about the whole thing. i'm glad she came despite her feet injury. haha* :) i feel that christine needs a friend in school whom she can share her thoughts and views with. the reason why she din't was because she's just a little shy and different from the rest and people just put her off and not willing to listen to her. she's just quiet, who says quiet people can't do good work? as i was talking to her about school and all on our way to and fro, i feel that she is really opening up to talk and share. at least i know she likes to hang out at nights, and someday i will be hanging out with her somewhere... haha*
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talked to raymond online today. been a long time ever since i last chat with him. glad that he had a great trip to Israel and he's doing well and preparing for school. i guess sometimes causal chats like that also do keep friendship going. which i supposed is good. well to think about it, it's going to be VERY hard to have long conversation with all the friends you have on your phone/msn/email list. haha* :)
i love my friends. they shape my life.
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for the past two nights, i have been transfering files from my hard drive to the laptop and tonight i am transfering all back to my formatted hard drive. tiring. but thankfully i had my msn fix up, so that i have people to talk to while doing all those transfer. :) i had a hard time remembering what are the programmes to install and download as i left out my poly used programmes and now the com looks empty. eh, i guess its a good thing. heh!
tomorrow is the Superman Returns outreach and i am bringing christine. yeah! it is actually very interesting but yet amazing i must say. but glory to God always. i didn't really had a chance to talk to her as we were very much separted into our working groups. just before i left class that day, she approached me to ask about the 'GSS idol' outreach which was gone since 2 weeks ago, so i told her it was over but very quickly invitied her for the coming Superman outreach. to my surprise she said okie almost immediatly as she was also looking for something to so. :) oh i don't have class tomorrow, so i guess the outreach is really for her. :)
she has been someone i am working on for the past few time. but she's always quiet, closed up and all. but i never stop trying to talk to her. i guess that's the result of pressing into people's life and finally they are opening up. i pray hard that she will be able to come on sunday for the friendship connection too. and i really want to be part of her life, knowing her more. :)
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met up my group for discussion today. it was almost TERRIBLE as i was trying to keep my cool and compromise to this particular group member. she insisted her way and when we let her, she said the work was too hard for her and it wasn't fair. well that was still okie, and she said we are wasting our time if we wanted to add more details to the group work. that really mad kat very pissed and irritated. as much as i can smile and compromise, i didn't give into her ways when she disagree, afterall 5 in a group, 3 agree and 1 unsure and she disagree. but we wanted to make everyone agree. at the end she gave us the 'look' and told us if we want then do lah. bad attitude and impression, even from the start when we decide to work together.
did i ever said i am quite good at looking at people to tell if they are good working partners. somehow i don't do mind reading but i can feel from their .... ... how do i explain. it's a six sense kind of thing. i am okie with working with anyone, as long as you do your part for the group work and contribute. i can compromise to a certain extend as long as you don't go overboard. notice why i always work with kat in any project, cos we know we can back one another up in group discussions. that make me like her more. :) hugs*
we went K box together again. our third session together. we even did our group work there and had a fun time laughing at the drawing while singing some sad love songs. kat was really angry after the whole discussion and she wanted to let out her anger by singing, with that she also blessed me to sing with her. :) i always believe one day i can change her way of thinking towards God and christianity. i love her but i don't want to see her wonder off like that in the world. love makes poeple want to do more things to protect them.
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your spirit in you makes you stand out among the rest. :) winks*
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Thursday, June 22, 2006
i can't remember where i left off. -__-
my com broke down somehow and i am currently using knoppix to run windows. it's a disc that lets you run window instead of running it thru the usual hard drive. best part of it is it allows me to go online. :) though its a little slower, but i'm thankful enough. i really got to thank samuel for helping with this. my hard drive software somehow decided to run loose and i couldn't get into windows, which made me upset as i didn't want to reformat my com losing all my school files, and yea the photos.
so the only way was to try using knoppix to run windows to see if i could retrieve my files. PTL it could. and secondly to thank sean for lending me his laptop to contain all my files transferred from a miserable 256mb thumb drive. so you can imagine how many times i plug in and out both the laptop and computer. :) but it's better than losing everything. so my computer will be reformated tonight, hopefully. :)
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had my cell group first prayer walk yesterday morning at NUS. it was quite good as we all had a better visualisation of the souls there. and apparently the angel i hung on my phone decided to stay in NUS. it was really sad. i have it with me for almost 2 years and i really like it alot as it's cute but yet simple. :) and the angel is to protect my phone when i first got it for my LG phone. heh* i love my LG phone though it fail on me alot, afterall it was my dream phone. :)
my andrea [i like to say she's mine, cos i loved her. :)] messaged me while i was in class yesterday. like i said, i really loved her. everything from her makes me smile. i pray always that she will continue to walk closer with God. giving her BS is always my honor. :) with that, i thank God for letting me see how strong and far i can go for Him and i know i will NOT and NEVER go back to where i started.
haven't been well for the past few days. woke up with a sore eye, guess its due to the heatyness and the lack of rest and food intake. i'm not sure if i was on a diet but i certainly ate half the amount i use to eat. yesterday, i reached home, having the feel of vomiting with a bad headache on the bus and i felt so terrible that i had to quickly walk home from bus stop just in case if i do vomit, it will be at home and not public. save face from looking ugly, esp in the neighbourhood. haha* but i didn't at the end. i just slept. after waking up from a nap, felt worst. took pills and went back to sleep.
while trying to sleep, so many people called me, apparently they wanted a chat. as soon as they heard the difference in my voice and knew that i wasn't well, they quickly hang up, telling me to rest well. sorry guys. i will make the phone calls up. :) so i had a pretty good rest all the way till today morning. it was really ample of beauty rest. and i felt totally different from yesterday. my aunt told me i look so pale yesterday. PTL for another healing miracle. but then again i got to take great care of myself too.
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i miss being online, as it is almost a daily routine. but being offline allows me to do alot of other stuff, such as packing my table neatly. sometimes my sister say i am a clean freak, cos i hate it when she places her stuff all over the place and get 'nag' by me to keep them well. well when your things are neat you can find them easier the next time right? :) i like my table the best, as it has an edge to let me display all my favourite gifts from everyone. :) gifts that meant alot to me by various people, esp the pen andrea gave to me, the display cross from my leader...
God is good. :)
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Saturday, June 17, 2006
i keep coming back. this is bad. i think it shows how much i like to write or how distracted i can be. haha* i better post a last entry for now. anyway over at my assignment, i have resolve much stuff and know agar agar what to write not. hopefully i will score okie for this module as everyone i know of is cracking their brains....
oh i'm back because i keep forgetting to load up the photo of a new watch i bought some time back. maybe a week ago i think at far east. got it an almost half price for $20. hee* i don't usually go for the branded expensive stuff. but most of the time, even in a cheap sales shop, i would eye on one of the more expensive item. my mum always say i am an expensive daughter cos i tend to like more expensive stuff than my sisters. haha* i guess you call it high/good taste? i also do eye at really cheap but good looking stuff. sometimes people don't believe i get ear rings for $1.90, cos it looks expensive.
well, like i say i don't really go for brands. i go for design first, then usage function, then price. then lastly... think of weird occassions for my mum to buy it for me. haha* :) i am a good girl k, that's why most of the time she will pay for my stuff. so anyway here's the pic of my watch. alot of people say it's nice, but too bad the last piece is on my hand. :) winks*
want a closer look of it?NAH not click on it, but i'll show you off my wraist. :) haha*
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oh gosh, it's almost morning but i'm still at the introduction part of the essay. it's quite hard to move on as there's too many information to fit into a small essay and mrs koh don't want us to present the ppt slides, but to show our understanding of the curriculum. to think about it, if our understandings are base of web sites, then my whole essay is full of quotations and APA referencing. haha* can you imagine, just taking an idea from the site and write in my own words i have to give credit to the author. referencing is really irritating...
just finished my R-conversation with my other fellow POS friends with their names starting with R. so i supposed it's cool eh? haha* and coindently we are all not very quiet people, rather we are social people. :) which is good. cos we all need good social skills to be part and be relevant in the world. my aunt says that i got good PR skills just that i have to slow down my speed some many times. like my cell leader also, she said offering message is sometimes taking a bullet train ride. haha* faints. maybe i should go for speech therapy. learn to speak slowly... while some have to learn to speak faster. :/
guess i better get back to work. or else i will fall sleep somewhere. but i can't think of any cos i will in a rush from place to place, no room for naps. eh. and i am aiming to finish before i sleep or at least to finish it before sunday comes.
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it just came across my mind. living a world of nonsense = being in the world but not of the world. so i am no nonsense but someone of substance! :) and that's what i want to be. :)
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i'm back for real. :) look at the site now compared from last night... the changes i have made with the a lot of effort from the whole of last night and today's evening to load up nicely the new skin with some links. :) i like this skin for the classic dark cutie gothic look. haha* classic stuff are nice but hard to understand and appreciate. i would like to try out gothic fashion. not those with lots of chains kind, but the kind that displays dark beauty. sigh* i need some holiday someday to go to sentosa to get a tanned. to let my hair down and really have fun enjoying myself.
haha* i reminds me of what Sis ShuShan shared on wednesday night during discipleship. she said maybe sometimes we are not ourselves because she is there and we tend to watch our behaviours and be more tamed. :x i guess maybe it's somehow true but then again if i really go wild, i might scare her. haha* anyway i already did before and perhaps a few times and it made us all laugh. :)
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had bible study in the morning before rushing off for class in the early afternoon. it was a new module today: creative and expressive art... somewhere around that line. when my friend read the assignment before i did, she gave me a 'scary' expression, telling me that the assignment is not as easy as we all thought. indeed its quite a tough assignment as we need to do research on artist and do a similar art piece of their paintings/work. actually to me, if i enjoy doing it, i don't really mind if it is hard cos afterall we still need to submit something. it reminds me of a poly year 2 theory paper i did back then where we did critiques on artist paintings as well. and i scored well and got praised by my lecturer for the good research work. so i have confidence that i will do well this time too.
my friends always say i am 'the cool girl', who will never worry or freaked out about assignments. well even if i do, i will show it within the four walls of my room and not everyone. haha* but honestly i feel that worrying about assignment is a virus to the mind and it criples you somehow and slows down work. so its pointless to be spider. -__-v peace.
tried out the first art technique with hands on experience: crayon etching. it was really fun, hands tiring and dirtying and a time of free expression. seeing the different colours coming out of the black, makes colours seem more beautiful than usual. simple fantastic. :) i like the new lecturer, Pat. like i said the art session was quite dirty as Pat pointed to me that i had black crayon marks on my face. bleah! what a first lesson impression i gave. haha* loaded the art i did. er, i can't draw very well so lower your expectations boy.
done by regina. :) like it, tell me. hee*
got to start my monday dued assignments. loading this whole thing up is taking alot of my sleeping hours. and i am still thinking of improving it....
, be my escape & joy :)
Thursday, June 15, 2006
i wonder if it's msn spaces having some laggging problem or it's just me being fussy about the loading problem. sometimes i think i am overly fussy over the little-est details that don't bother people, but it does affect me. maybe i'm a little ADHD. :) well i am not a perfectionist but i aim to have all my stuff neat and tight. leaving them seen as classic. :) yup. that's my aim, so i am working on it too. so i guess i pretty still like blogspot, since i have a long record of history entries with them.
i was just reading through some old entries i wrote 2 years back before signing up a new blog or rather i deleted the old entries cos i particularly like this url name: violent-beauty. haha* i didn't create it myself but some website that tells your 'whatever' name did. i think my life is really exciting with the way i wrote about life back then. anyway, even till now, i always enjoy writing, sharing my thoughts, expressing myself and all in words. different people have their ways of expressing themselves. i wish i could talk it all but i guess i still have a little flaw in expressing in speech. or if i can, i would like to express in paintings or music... then again, maybe in future i can. :)
i think i will like here again and will want to blog it here again. :) either here or there. the idea of double site updating is nuts.
, be my escape & joy :)
