Friday, June 30, 2006
i almost forgotten that i've got a yahoo mail. :) while checking through it, i came across this email send years ago. within it was a card designed for me. i thought its rather sweet to think and smile about my really younger days and all that i went through. laughing while remembering the times when i used to like him and then set my mind to give up right at the end when he FINALLY responded. playing hard to get, will end up with nothing to get. haha* that's a tiny little part of my past. its a pretty long story to blog. but anyhows, i appreciate the cards he made, the cards, and the poems he composed and the things he do to try to make everything work. sometimes we got to catch the right moment or missed it and the boat is gone. :)we still keep in contact but seldom contact one another, which i don't think its bad. at least we didn't or should i say never hated one another for one being early to go and the other slow to react. haha* :) occassionally he would call me up. but i am so sorry to be too busy to meet up. him being in army makes our timing clash even more. haha* :) we'll meet up one day.... i hope. hee*
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had cell prayer meeting today and was playing the guitar. while playing i was trying very hard to follow my friend's que and at the same time i think my left eye is not functioning well or properly as i can't see cords clearly. gosh. irritating. at the moment i was trying hard to play and flow, asking God for empowerment as well to continue playing. somehow half way, the pick slipped off my fingers and i played for a while without the pick and quickly picked up to continue. haha* it was quite a weird recovery but anyhows i still managed to get back. thank God, if not i might just flop the whole thing because of my carelessness. :/ i'll be more careful.
i'm practising hard, training hard to be prepare to play again the next time. hopefully i can play even better the next round. :) God, help me! :)
there's a saying, once you are fully stretched, when simplier things are given to you, you will find it 'no kick'. this is what i am somehow going through now. not that i am dying for more challenges to come my way but i will be soon bored with not challenging work. -__- moderate challenges are good to stretch myself more. heh! my life in poly back then is for the reason: to maximise my capacity to contain ALOT more and to let me know that i can do so much despite of so many things happening around me. God is indeed good. :)
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winks*
smiles.
all the best.
, be my escape & joy :)
