hahaha* just finished watching a few cartoons people uploaded on youtube. super funny, supper entertaining plus its free. :) the past week has been a little tense in school with a few rough patches i faced with a few of my classmates. i guess since its over with that group. it's just the different kind of learning styles we each have. i can't lower my standards anymore to do anyhow presentations. even though its the content that matters most but outlook of presentation marks the impression of how much a person would want to look at your work. sigh* i think i should slap myself for trying to be so perfect.
i may be blunt, or perhaps tactless and very loud but i'm trying hard to change as well. still in the learning process of what we call, life. you never stop learning and improving. people skills: whoever that said i was good, the person is lying. maybe i'm just a bit better among the group. i think i need to read books on that to improve or something. or probably justshut up for a while. i think i am too loud and noisy and the quiet voices are not heard. erh, yeah... it's their turn to talk.
#1. talk when necessary. #2. stop. let others talk. #3. you can choose what to listen.
opposite attracts?!! nah not necessary in all situation. put me with a quiet person, i will probably be bored but then again if the person is responsive to my conversation... i've saved a quiet soul to the loud world, or the in between. if you put me with someone who is quiet and so often in their own world or thoughts or out-of-flow... i will be as QUIET as them. rather, should i say i rather talk to my hands or something and find a good excuse to leave the place. haha* cos it makes no meaning to not being able to hold a "conversation". well most importantly it all depends on the main purpose of the conversation. not necessary to catch up and talk to everyone i know. sometimes a simple smile and acknowledgement is way good enough.
emphasizeon #1. talk when necessary. unnecessary conversations cause more trouble than gain. :)
no one ever did tell you i can also be mean and unfriendly?! haha* just kidding. i'm NICE... read my testimonals in friendster, mostly people who left a note says i'm nice, helpful, friendly, good... yah. yah. maybe.
i don't know how much i know about myself recently. i don't want to be labelled or be unsure of myself of the things i say or do. it makes me feel so doubtful of myself. sometimes i get so self concious that i tend to repeat myself a few times: trying to correct myself or to make sure i said the right word. and it feels weird to the listener. and it seems like i am very naggy. it's worst, cos it's the last thing i want to be known for being.
what a stage in life when you feel a littlesilly to actually bring such small matters up to talk about! anyway its the little-est things in life that defines your whole life. details counts, a lot. think in the design path, you'll understand why. :) still don't, er... ignore what i say and continue reading....
if you think i am nice, i'm. if you think i am loud, i'm. if you think i am pretty, i'm. if you don't like my style, i have no choice. too bad. haha* i don't change for you, but i change to be better. :) probably its just those days when you have nothing better to do and start thinking of funny thoughts. yerks!
got to wake up and move on.... by the way, the word, 'wake up' is supposed to be use in appropriate situations only. :) you know who.
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my grandfather has discharged. both my grandparents are well once again. thanks to those who prayed for them. prayers works miracles. so grateful. :)
, be my escape & joy :)
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PROFILE
regina neo.
female. :)
03 december 1985.
child of God.
graduated SP student.
preschool edu student.
zen vision.
acoustic guitar. the tabernacle CD.
more heels.
trendy clothes.
converse high heel shoes.
cool design watches.
hat that suits me.
brazil jacket. :)
formal jacket.
jay zhou's autograph. haha*
