sigh* can you believe it? brazil got out of world cup just like that last night. they really didn't perform to their best and it was quite a hard breaking match to watch when france scored a goal. :/ but anyway i am more glad that england got OUT. haha* ops. i seriously feel that they didn't play their best at all, everyone was so scattered. how can a team depend just on rooney to play. to make matter worst, he got a red card that send him straight OUT of the game. beckham was worst... sigh* to think of him as england's captain... big SIGH, a captain should lead by example to boast the team's morale. all i can say is, rooney will make a better captain, at least we all know he puts his heart, soul and mind to play.
it was a big co-mo in the morning at church, esp the brazilan supporters. even on the way to expo, during lunch, after lunch, ears dropping the table beside... everyone was still talking about the match yesterday. the world cup match sure draw alot of people closer. which i feel is good. at least you don't have to think so hard sometimes to strike a conversation. but that's if the other person watches soccer too. :) haha* manage to talk abit more to mark, as we mostly had the same supporting teams at the last 4 matches. when you stand as a team, you have more to talk about, if you are the opposite, it might have opposite effects... as we will be exchanging comments about one another's supporting team. haha*
i was seriously very very tired during service and was trying very very hard to stay awake. almost dose off a few times and my handwriting was super urgh, really ugly and messy. the message was indeed powerful. felt that pastor wants us to not let the emerge 2006 go to a waste as people lose the fire easily as time passes, thus he wants to stir us up once again. i was blessed.
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audrey, i love her. was just sharing with her about my confused thoughts. i wasn't sure if i was angry or sad or disappointed or what. i was ever more confused deep within with all that was happening. i'm unsure of what i previous did or say to expect all these. so much that i reach a point where i am almost ignorant towards the whole 'non-exsisting-matter'. to know that you sincerely care for someone and to receive a 'negetive' replies is upseting. i am only human to feel hurt. have i really been such a bad and losuy friend? i feel like crying but should i and will it make me better if i do? where and how do i start? i can't deny that its not affecting me though i don't show it out. can you enlighten me and tell me where did i went wrong?
God, i'm sad. i really am.
i am not perfect. i don't know how to be the perfect friend for anyone. i'm only, but human. teach me to smile in times like this when i have to face you to work together for the whole week.
, be my escape & joy :)
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PROFILE
regina neo.
female. :)
03 december 1985.
child of God.
graduated SP student.
preschool edu student.
zen vision.
acoustic guitar. the tabernacle CD.
more heels.
trendy clothes.
converse high heel shoes.
cool design watches.
hat that suits me.
brazil jacket. :)
formal jacket.
jay zhou's autograph. haha*
