i don't usually feel bad about myself. before i could continue with my assignments or lesson plans, i just felt that i need to get this off my chest because it bothers me. mainly because you meant something to me. :/ i don't feel good on the inside each time i don't get you or when we don't see eye to eye to something. are we that different? i don't know. are we?
words. what can i say or write.
i'm just disappointed that i'm easily affected. i learn that if you don't show interest, why should i bother? why should i even feel sad because of this? God, i am willing, lead me out of this cycle of emotional attachment.
maybe i just lacked security once a while. i just want a friend who can tell me that i'm well protected against the wind and the storms. i guess i have had enough attention in the past... i'm tired of caring alot of others and feel that i am neglected. yes, sometimes i really am.
i am a child of God, and i won't deny it. Great is my God!
, be my escape & joy :)
@ 1:21 AM
PROFILE
regina neo.
female. :)
03 december 1985.
child of God.
graduated SP student.
preschool edu student.
zen vision.
acoustic guitar. the tabernacle CD.
more heels.
trendy clothes.
converse high heel shoes.
cool design watches.
hat that suits me.
brazil jacket. :)
formal jacket.
jay zhou's autograph. haha*
