i learned alot recently about what we call, life. its good, its bad. i see how much i am valued by the people around me. then again, base of my impressions of the incident, who am i to judge anything? why should i wei chui myself to do so much and yet get nothing out of it? i try my best to control my emotions, to smile when i know it's against my inner feelings. to give an information and to be corrected because i didn't follow your correct system. it's totally whatever!!! do we all got to be so systematic all the time?
one information, many ways to tell. just like one destination with many different journey there. duh. to think of it, people often say look at the bigger picture. how big can you view a situation depends how big your heart and mind is. narrow minded and small hearted people can never reach there.
i was quite disappointed today after a phone call. a thousand apologise isn't what i want to hear. neither that i am dying to go... just plain disappointment that sunk into my heart during the phone conversation. yes indeed after hanging up or rather still in the midst of it, selwyn and qinsi seemed to sense my disappoinment. they kept quiet. guess they didn't know what to say. no matter how i felt at that moment, i didn't want to bring down the rest, so i had to pull myself up to smile and continue what we left off before i picked up the call.
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i learned to let go of you. if you are not meant for me to care for, i've stopped.
, be my escape & joy :)
@ 12:26 AM
PROFILE
regina neo.
female. :)
03 december 1985.
child of God.
graduated SP student.
preschool edu student.
zen vision.
acoustic guitar. the tabernacle CD.
more heels.
trendy clothes.
converse high heel shoes.
cool design watches.
hat that suits me.
brazil jacket. :)
formal jacket.
jay zhou's autograph. haha*
